Dear Former Me- I Actually Like Myself

Dear Former Me,

Something strange has been going on in my life. The more and more I just let myself be genuinely happy.. the more and more I notice how quick people are to leave my life. I don’t know.. it’s strange..

You would think more people would be happier but I think I’m starting to understand that a lot of people don’t trust happiness. I get it though because I used to be like that. Life is good though and I can’t complain. Don’t get me wrong.. Life is totally living but overall, I’m just really grateful for where I am right now.

It’s crazy.. the more I’ve been spending time with myself, the more I realize that I like myself. I’m pretty funny.. and I walk to the beat of my own drum. I realized that even though I have social anxiety, I am actually great with connecting with people.. it’s like.. my weir super power.

There was really a time when I would hide or feel like I shouldn’t talk too much, or maybe I was just “too much” but the reality? It isn’t my reality. I just want to tell you how proud I am of you. You’ve really been making strides and doing the things you have always wanted to do and that’s beautiful. You started your podcast, got that promotion at the job, and you’re opening yourself up to new friendships.

It hasn’t been an easy journey but.. hey, we’re here. I’m so excited for you and if nobody else tells you, I’m so genuinely happy for you. You deserve everything good in this life. You are so smart, kind, and you are always authentically you, even if it makes others uncomfortable. That’s not always easy to do..

We live in a world that tries to shame people for being different but look at you! You’re actually embracing what makes you different and God has really been opening up not just doors but entirely new paths in your life.

I can’t wait for the day that you come back and read this.

I love you so much Evie!

Love,

Evelyn