The Soft Power Journal

Tag: wholeness

  • The Life You Want Isn’t Waiting—It’s Wanting You Too

    The Life You Want Isn’t Waiting—It’s Wanting You Too

    You are not chasing a dream.

    You are remembering a truth.

    The life you want isn’t somewhere out there on hold, arms crossed, watching to see if you’re worthy.

    It’s not a reward for how much you suffer or how long you wait.

    It’s not keeping score.

    It’s calling.

    Softly. Boldly. Repeatedly.

    And not because you’re broken or lacking or behind,

    but because you’ve always been the one it chose.

    Even before you believed in yourself.

    The relationships you long for—the ones where you don’t have to shrink to be loved?

    They’re not figments of fantasy.

    They are reflections of the love you’re learning to give yourself.

    The abundance that keeps tugging at your spirit isn’t a tease—it’s a truth.

    It’s not waiting on your perfection. It’s waiting on your permission.

    Let that sink in.

    The life you want is not somewhere down the road.

    It’s knocking now.

    And it doesn’t want you half-healed or always “on.”

    It wants the real you.

    The messy, brilliant, work-in-progress you.

    The you who finally said:

    “I don’t have to wait to be chosen.

    I choose me now.”

    Because alignment isn’t found in forcing things into place.

    It’s found in trusting that your desires aren’t random.

    They’re instructions.

    Reminders of who you’ve always been beneath the conditioning, the silence, the survival.

    And I know—

    some days, the gap between here and there feels like too much.

    But maybe the gap is not a punishment.

    Maybe it’s a runway.

    Maybe you’ve been getting ready to rise.

    So take one bold step today.

    Say yes to the next chapter.

    Not because you’ve figured everything out,

    but because deep down, you know the life you want

    has been waiting for you to want it back.

  • Wholeness Doesn’t Mean You’re Always Okay: Holding Space for the Messy Middle

    Wholeness Doesn’t Mean You’re Always Okay: Holding Space for the Messy Middle

    There’s this quiet pressure in healing culture that whispers, “If you’re doing the work, you shouldn’t still feel like this.”

    But real healing—soul-deep, identity-shifting, root-pulling healing—is not linear, polished, or predictable.

    Wholeness does not mean you’re always okay.

    It means you’re always becoming.

    Some days you’ll feel like the woman you prayed to become. Other days, you’ll feel like the girl who needed rescuing. And both can exist within you. At the same time. Without contradiction. Without shame.

    The Lie of Constant Progress

    We’re taught to measure growth by progress. By movement. By proof. But some of the deepest healing happens in stillness—in the unseen choices, in the quiet no’s, in the tears you don’t post, in the days you show up without makeup or a plan, and still breathe through it.

    There is no perfect version of you waiting at the end of the path. You’re not a problem to be solved. You are a process unfolding.

    This Is What the Messy Middle Looks Like:

    You set boundaries, then second-guess them.

    You choose softness, then feel exposed.

    You reclaim your worth, then catch yourself trying to earn it.

    You feel proud and still deeply tired.

    This is not a setback. It’s the space in between—where you grieve, recalibrate, and re-learn what safety feels like in your body.

    Holding Space for All of You

    You are not meant to heal in a straight line. You are allowed to pause. To feel joy and grief within the same breath. To still long for clarity while honoring how far you’ve come. To admit that even as a whole woman, sometimes you’re just… tired.

    Stop waiting until you feel “more together” to show up for your life. You are already whole. Even when you wobble. Even when you cry. Even when you can’t explain why you feel the way you do.

    This is the brave part of healing no one talks about: allowing the mess and the magic to sit beside each other.

    Let that be enough today.

    If this resonated with you, take a moment to explore more essays inside The Soft Power Journal. Each piece is a quiet return to truth, softness, and soul.